Nuha story is over, though for me it isn’t. However, I save
it until I can track her back. Her family seems to be really strict in not
allowing knowing about her. Even my father and hers are not in a good
relationship.
So I am gonna ask about it again. What do you think about
suicide?
Perhaps you guys are wondering why I am so fond with the
subject. Am I having a problem and wanted to kill myself too. Believe me guys,
you wish you don’t want to know my stories. SO many stories that I hold that
make me want to end my life myself.
But I don’t. Because I have a job unfinished. And in this
moment I don’t have any chance. Why? I save it for later.
You remember a scene where Tony ask Clay do you ever been in
a crime scene? Seeing a real dead body?
I have. And its my friend's. Lying with her eyes wide open,
dead. Cause of death?
Overdosing medicine.
Do you want to hear the story?
Yes?
Keep reading.
Her name is Melissa. She was a very cheerful and positive
girl the first time I knew her. But, I think that everybody agreed that high
school was suck because of some stupid boys and girls who don’t even know
responsibilities and live by their own meaning of life.
Pathetic.
We were 16 years old at that time. An age where you can be
so stupid, or so ignorant. I don’t have many friend at that time. Barely none.
But she's the first one to approach.
But I didn’t realize at that time she was having a problem.
I mean, I knew she was bright, she was pretty and she's athletic. A complete
set of human.
And of course, being a 16 years old, you never satisfied if
there are other people who are surpassing you rite?
She was being banned by her own batch, especially from the
girls. Just because she's popular with the boys. She's a new student on my school.
Boarding school.
Yes, boys and girls. Boarding school.
Some people think they are senior enough to not let any new
student surpass them in anything.
Go to hell people.
But then, the boys banned her too because she didn’t responded
to them. Saying she's just a bitch who was so full of herself.
Nevertheless, she kept smiling around me. Never a single
time I saw her tears. And I asked her why.
"Alah, masalah kecil je ni. Pedulikanlah diorang."
The small word you tell me, Mel. Cause your life and my life
too.
Days after, I heard some rumours about her. The batch
gossiping that she was once a hooker and had been with many guys. Just because
of her big breast.
Seriously girls?
Busuk hati gila!
"Mel, Takkan kau nak biar je diorang cakap buruk pasal
kau!"
"Benda tu tak betulkan? Seminggu dua nanti reda la
cerita tu."
"Mel, ni soal maruah kau! Orang fitnah kau weyh! At
least stand up for yourself!"
"Hana…."
And I just stumbled there. She's too strong to show me that
damn smile.
Pure heart.
Nope. That is not the climax yet.
One day, Melissa went to the toilet at the school, right
after our prep class. Nobody was there anymore, everyone were already gone back
to the hostel.
This was when Melissa got raped by our batch mates. MATES.
She was raped by 4 people whom I knew each one of them.
The devils, hiding behind a human.
That night, Melissa came to my dorm. Crying.
"Siapa yang buat kau macam ni weyh? Jom, kita report pada warden."
Melissa hold my hand, preventing me from going up.
"Kalau kita report nanti aku lagi kena weyh. Nanti
diorg kata akulah yang goda diorg la.."
"Mel! For god sake. Kau kena rogol weyh!"
"Nobody's gonna believe a hooker."
Silence.
People will believe the liar more.
What a life.
The next morning, there she was. Lying beside her bed, and
bottles of medicine. Empty.
I was so lost for almost half a year. Because she was the
only friend that I have.
Now, she's gone.
One day, I was going to the toilet to get my laundry's done.
When I discover a true shocking news.
"Weyh, kau tak takut ke roh si Melissa tu ganggu
kau?" Laughter.
"Mengarutlah. Apa hal pula dia nak kacau aku?"
"Yalah.. Dulu kau jugak yang sebar pasal dia tu pelacur
kan? Padahal kau tak ada bukti pun."
Alah, korang pun tukang sebar juga kan? Tak tenang la hidup
korang. Malam nanti, dia merangkak bawah katil korang nak balas dendam."
Laughter again.
Before I realized, all of them ended in hospital with
serious injury and I ended up being dropped from that school because I admitted
beating up 4 girls in the toilet in hostel.
Do I look like I care?
No.
Just serve them right.
And I don’t even care if they die because of me.
Because their shitty mouth had caused my best friend died.
